Torment that Lead to Decision Paralysis

In this decision, there was no right or wrong decision. It’s more like a fork in the road in my life. On one hand, financially it would practically make sense, it would be the more conventional way of doing life. I would have a stable job with benefits and it would be a new career for me. On the other hand, I would be taking the unconventional way in life and it would much riskier financially. I would be doing several different jobs while building my business. I had gone back and forth between doing what is practical or having a flexible schedule. For ever reason I thought I should potentially take the job, I had a reason not to. This lead to increased anxiety about the uncertainty feeling I was experiencing and the fear of making a decision I might regret. Which ultimately leads to decision paralysis.

Beautiful Lancaster County

Recently, I took pictures of where my grandparents and aunt live and in the area surrounding it.  I grew up in this area and it was fun to see this area in a different way.  I am so used to seeing it, I forget how beautiful it is.  They live in Lancaster County, PA. This

Miranda

Miranda has this big and unique personality.  She tells stories with lots of inflection, accents, and gestures. Honestly, the first time I met her, I was not sure I would be friends with her because I thought she was way over the top.  It is a good thing that we don’t go by the first impression.

My Christmas Morning Tradition

A few years ago, I started a tradition for me on Christmas morning.  My tradition is to go into nature on Christmas morning and take pictures.  I love it because there is a stillness and peace.  It’s like the world is still asleep.  There are few cars on the road.  And when you are out

9. Trying to Hide my Brokenness

While I was in it, especially in the last year, I knew life was hard but I thought I was dealing with it ok.  If you had asked me, “how are you doing?”  I would have probably say “ok” or “good” and I truly believed that.  The funny thing I thought I was carrying it well and that I was fooling the people around me.